THESE BOOTS ARE MADE FOR WALKING

You know that walking in the rain can help clearing your mind, and now I know you probably hate rain more then you will ever hate me and you wanna kill me for loving rain, but there are a few reasons. First of all you can cry without any one seeing it. And believe me sometimes it just helps to cry. Don’t know why but after that you most of the time feel less bad then when you hold it all up. The second reason is it just clears your mind. After it you know what you have to do, but you should walk alone or with your dog., because when someone is walking next to you he or she is probably going to talk and then you can’t just think. You can listen to music. But don’t try to focus to match on the music listen something with only instrumental no vocal parts. Or a song that is very calm. Not heavy metal or anything. And uhm.. yeah.. just try it once and try not to mind the fact that you get wet if you hate that then walk outside when it ‘s dry but yeah.. I like walking in the rain.

Sometimes I just wanna be alone but in a house with 6 people it can be quit hard. Or I wanna do something like drawing or something because I haven’t done it in a long time my mother comes with all these little annoying tasks like the dishes or bringing something down or up stairs and stuff like that and whenever you just sitting for a second you have to stand up again and do something else.

Believe me very annoying..

But yeah she loves me I think, and of course I love her to

Because I love every one and I can’t hate someone for a very long time most of the time I forgive them after a while or something or find out they do have a nice part.

LY

KNUFF

because one piece of my heart will always stay loving you

Because,
I will always love you
Because,
I believed in you and I
Because,
I thought we would last forever
Because,
You told me you loved me
Because,
You told me you would never let me go
Because,
You told me we were mend to be
Because,
You took me so far
Because,
I believed all you ever told me
Because,
I know you did to
But,
You changed your mind
But,
You broke my heart
That,
is why I cry every night
That,
is why it hurts so bad
That,
is why I still love you
That,
is why I just can’t get over you

But I don't know what to do with those Tossed Salads and Scrambled Eggs!!

Do you know those moments you really wanna do something but don’t know what it is or what you should do? Or that you don’t know if you wanna do something because you have to chose between the goodness of it and the badness? It’s terrible it always freaks me out. Whenever I have to chose. Believe me I am bad in choosing what to do, especially when I don’t only chose for myself. I rather make the other one decide for both of us. But that is a kind of running away from the truth. But believe me I am bad in taking decisions so once I was walking on a festival with what was back then my first boyfriend and we just didn’t eat dinner, because  we both didn’t wanted to decide what we were going to eat. In the end he gave me a ice cream that was our dinner :P. Well you know I am crazy.  But yeah he dump me just like my second boyfriend did the one I told you about in my first story.. still not yet over him. I am afraid that won’t happen so quickly. So to get over him I went on shopping therapy with my best friend rick. Spend a 140 euro’s on clothes, shoes and a bag. I know that’s bad because that was kind of the money I deserved by working 2 weeks around each almost 17 hours. So not a lot but still all gone in just one day. But oke I will get over it. I hope.

And well it’s still driving me crazy the fact that I am just the worst when it depends on choosing something. I just really can’t. But yes sometimes you have to make them, and sometimes they are easy like, should I take this piece of chocolate or not. Most of the time when I start wondering that the whole chocolate bar is already gone (with no explanation :$) but well.. I still make enough decisions to stay alive. And I use this blog whenever I wanna tell something I can’t say to someone.. but I really wanted although there will always be thinks no one knows and I won’t put on the internet.

Well yeah so.. but in that case I most of the time write them down somewhere still thinking of making a book about my life but then change it a little so no one knows it’s my life. But I am not good in writing story’s tried it a few times but yeah never get further then 1 page and around 800 words so..

Kind of a writer’s block most of the time

Love you all even you :P

Free HUGs for all even for YOU because YOU are special and YOU are a very lovely person although I might not know you..

But really love you all

(but I don’t like you) 

Rick & Ik

Rick & Ik are going to be millionaires not only because we both wanted so badly that it’s almost hurting :P now just because we are awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  ( listen to this song klik here one tip make it open in a new tablet ) Yes we are, you better deal with that, yeah you over there reading this actually quit stupid blog of me in which I post every little thing that’s coming up in my mind. Sometimes you want to tell something but you found out you have no one to listen to that story because it might not be interesting enough or just because there is no one who in your eyes will understand that story. But that isn’t the reason I do this, I do it because I found out it’s just cool to do it and I wanted to follow rick who does this to (like you can read in my first post) and to follow someone you have to make a account I toughed, seems you didn’t but still I already start to like it and I write that means people can understand what I mean and if they don’t they can read it again till they understand. And also because well I just like to talk, sometimes a little too much and I know I can be very annoying but just deal with it or f*ck the hell up. Thank you!!

..But where was I?? oh.. yeah rick and I are going to be millionaires, we’re not yet quit sure how we are going to do it but we know we will someday, and don’t you think we’re going to buy you a nice gift because you think you deserve it cause no one is as awesome as we are!! No you’re not sorry if it hurts herring this from me but yeah can’t help it, it’s just the truth..  

we do have one idea how to became a millionaire in the first place make t-shirts.. you know just simple once with prints and stuff, and I am going to make skirts well still have to find time and well people who will buy them but yeah..

And Ojai have you seen the movie Alice in Wonderland wish my world was a wonderland but that isn’t interesting cause I wish a lot of things.. but well about that movie, wasn’t really a good one to much of an action story well it shouldn’t be but there are 3 things just to awesome about that movie, first the flying cat (who can disappear sounds creapy don’t you think), second of all of course the mad hatter cause he is as mad as a hatter and last but not least the dress of Alice when she was at the red queen . And the reason I say this (well doesn’t have one actually) but the reason is rick and I are going to re make that awesome dress so it hopefully fits me some day,  one problem have you seen that dress OH MY FUCKING GOD it’s just way to awesome for 2 people how are very creative but not very good in making such thing.. :$ well I know something and I can work with those kind of machines but still is going to be tuff maybe after 6 months I will post a photo of me in that dress on this blog (probably still no one who follows me but oke) still I will just do that..

this is that dress isn't it just way to awesome hope it will work and otherwhise uhm.. I hope I didn't spend to much money on it :P

But btw if you want such a t-shirt say it leave a comment or something or say it to me in person if you know me and not accidently landed on this platform of useless information..

Thanks for listening and see you laters

Love you all (still)

And specially you cause you took the time to read it all (or just straight skipt on to the and in that case you are not very nice and I hate you)

But still love you all

bye  

• Hee gotta listen to this song, sory just love it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPBzTxZQG5Q&feature=av2e

Gotta start somewhere

Hee guys

oh my god, just a to old picture really need rick over for some new once, but still love this picture is made for a scool work, had to draw this picture and some more scored a 9 so not bad but stil, could have done better :$ well he probably comes over in just a few minuts so.. first make this blog thing work go follow him on his blog (see futher in this text) and then hurry up.. 

  

I am a hyperactive kid with just most of the time to much energy, believe me I always have energy (only not when I am down) Like right now, Boyfriend broke up with me just two days ago , I know I am sad so whenever you come to me to remind me of the fact that I am o so sad I will push you into the fire and make marshmallows ( you do understand this) I hope for you if you were planning on living longer then just today.

But take this advice from me.. never ever ever go sit next to a couple the day after someone just broke up with you, certainly not when it’s a happy couple. It hurts but still I tried to have fun with them and some other idiots believe me all my friends are, that’s why I like them so much.. but of course one of my idiots just went on a vacation he didn’t knew about until the day before my party    ( btw almost none showed up)  so it wasn’t really a party.. but still some distraction was very useful.

this is rick, he is going to hate me for putting this foto on internet but yeah well he is not strong so I can handel him btw I am te one sitting next to him but you can't see me :P But believe me he is sexy and for some reason he hates it when you say that to him, he says it's becausse he already knows it (ego!!) 

But I don’t know why the hell I am telling you guys this al and I already know that the only one how is really going to follow me on this is my best friend Rick (aconofcatfood.blogspot.com) if you wanna find him after you, with some miracle I can’t explain, landed accidently on my BlogSpot without anyone ever telling you about the existence of me. But if you wanna know I am the second best person in the world, Rick is the best he has even a bigger ego then I’ve because he is calling himself the best person on the world.. So if you ever think bad about yourself go to him. If he likes you (what is almost a miracle) he will help you, if he hates you yeah isn’t going to turn out right you will probably  feel even worst after it. But believe me if he likes you, you are very lucky.. 

And this story is getting to long and not very interesting because all I do is talking about how sad I am and how genius he is so, and btw he wasn’t my boyfriend just my best friend no, nick is the name of that person you can kick in his nuts. But before you do worn rick (you know his BlogSpot) because he wants to film that. And I want to see it happen so tell me first will you. Thank you.

And no I don’t hate him I just wanna do that myself but I think it’s to painful for the guy so, if you are a guy and someone once did that to you please tell me what it felt like, :P

But gotta go already ( sorry the story is just so little :P)

Bye bye love you all (L)

p.s. I really do like almost all people unless they act like they are my father, well they aren’t, and they are going to say what is best for me to do and stuff like that so if you ever do that you will become a idiot and believe me you don’t wanna. Oh yeah and if you trying to make a fight with me go ahead I will probably just laugh at you.

But really love you all (L)